forever trapped in time.

i seem trapped in a melancholy haze, 

watching the same movie on repeat, a never-ending cycle of sorrow. 

because life refuses to let me forget you,

there are reminders of you, everywhere I turn.

songs, to places, to new people that i try to get to know. 

so many unfamiliar faces yet i still sense a familiarity, and it all comes back to you.

from the way you talked, and dressed, to the little gentle things you used to say, 

except its no longer you.

i guess i can’t seem to heal right or let go,

no matter how much i say i am.