im not ready for my 20s

It's March 16th, 2025, and I turn 20 on the 23rd exactly a week from now. I'm so nervous dudesjdksdjf I know to a lot of people it is not much or monumental and it is like, I still remember turning ten and feeling it was of importance even then but now it's TWENTY 

don't get me wrong I'm sooooo~ excited for this new era It is just.. happening fast.. like they said it would, and I took that for granted now I'm just trying to relish in these last days like an older friend told me over some bud and beer. 

i'll be back eventually once i get my page figured out