Bad situation/off my chest (possible tmi warning)

Drinking again tonight.  Budweiser, the usual at this point.  Going down to Chicago tomorrow to meet some friends and go to a rave.  I already know we all won’t be sober the whole time we’re down there.  Me, and my friend I met in hindge (yeah lol), and her roommate.  One rented room in an apartment.  They already have drinks and smokes.  I’m done smoking cigarettes though.  Tonight I started talking to this girl and she admitted she’s been into me for two years, stupidly started talking and talking led to a little bit more, you know what I mean.  Now we’re going on a date the day I get back on Tuesday.  I don’t know guys, I can’t put down the drinks, and this girls super into me, I’m gonna move away in less than a year, I’m going out of town most the weekends from now on.  I think I just got myself into a bad situation.  If anyone reads this or cares maybe I’ll post an update.  I how this made sense.  Sorry if it’s tmi, just need to get off my chest.  Nothing been the same since my relationship one year ago ended, most happiest I ever was.  I think I try to regain these emotions through partying and drinking.  

I’m in a bad situation.  Again.