Touch Starvation

I've been feeling this way for a long time, maybe a couple of years. I love feeling the warmth of another person with me, I love cuddling with someone, I love feeling the pressure of someone's weight against me. I love physical contact in any form, and when I don't have it, it's painful. There are days when the feeling of emptiness is such that I can't sleep, as if I need someone to live my life. There are nights when the only way I can sleep is half-naked and surrounded by multiple pillows, blankets, and stuffed animals, like a nest. My special little place. It's hard to live my day without someone to constantly hug and feel their warmth next to mine. It's especially difficult because I'm single and have no way to seek out the contact I need so much. Sure, I get it from my friends, but it rarely happens. I don't know how to explain how I feel without going into a bloody and violent place that I don't really like. The truth is, I'm scared of living alone. Moving out and living alone is one of my nightmares. I'm sure that feeling of emptiness and loneliness would consume me. I'd like to move in with someone who feels the same way I do. I don't want anything sexual; I just need the warmth and presence of another person by my side to feel good. Nonsexual nudity, just cuddling and snuggling. It's the only time everything in my life feels perfect.