character obsession (small rant ig)

ok quick rant. yknow when you get fixated so much on something you can't really function without thinking about it at least once a day? Literally happening to me ever since I watched arcane and it's making me insane.

I have not stopped thinking about Jayce for the past 3 months and it's making me crazy. Idk what it is about him but he's literally me and I'm literally him. My obsession has only gotten worse ever since I drew him. I CANT STOP DRAWING HIM AUGHHH. My last post from today (small art dump on my tt) is literally him and a few other doodles I made. 

There's nothing that's inherently #relatable about him that made me absorb him into my brain. I think I just want to be him lowkey.... I MEAN HES JUST SO COOL AND AWESOME AND I LOVE HIM AND HES LITERALLY ME AND IM HIM IM GONNA EAT HIM

This isn't the first time it happened either. It's happened with Marik from yu-gi-oh(most noticeable since I drew him so much), it's happened with shadow the hedgehog, moonknight, and a few others I think? I can't think of them rn but there's a good selected few. 

It's so weird how the brain latches onto things and concepts. Anyway, I'm getting some new glasses soon so that'll be fun. Hooray!!!