This isn’t fun

This isn’t like a party where I accept and enjoy the lack of control. I’m out of my element, alone in the woods, and I’m taking handouts of god knows what from people I have no history with. I think I’m really on a coin flip now in a way I don’t like. I think this is going to go very bad and I genuinely have no plan for the scenario. I’m tired, haven’t had a drink all day, I’ve been hiking and climbing, and I don’t have my knife. I don’t really have a plan to fall back on here, so I’m just gonna keep typing to look less weak I guess? I just need to think of something to do but my head is spinning