Yarning for the flesh is useless.

How the fuck am I supposed to cope with this brutal realization? Human flesh looks so beautiful and edible. It's like I can almost taste it through my screen, but too bad you and your flesh are separated by dimensional and physical laws. I will never experience the eating of your flesh  of. Imagine having the flesh of ur best boy in ur mouth. I am entering a deep depression just thinking about this scenario and realizing that it’s physically not possible for this to happen in my life. My desire and yearning for the human flesh  is rendered useless due to the barrier between fiction and reality. Why was I given such a strong craving for human flesh  if there is no functional way to fulfill said craving? Its like forcing a kid to starve and never ever giving him any food. This is what I feel like. I feel like im perpetually starving with food being completely inaccessible to me. Just left to rot and endure the pain of hunger for the entirety of my existence. This life is so shit, bland, and meaningless. Nothing good ever goes my way. Why was I put into this retarded planet with 0 joy, happiness? There really is no point in living.