Eclipse Of The Mind

Life is once again looking gray

Living the same life day after day 

I want change but I’m scared of it, so I stay

Things should have never been this way

So every night I pray

That one day the empty feeling goes away

My mind is the predator & my soul is the prey

They say good things come to those who wait

But I’ve waited and waited, and I’m stuck in this state

A state of uncertainty, a state of fear and hate

I conceal it all, never to let it show and write it all down until the bad thoughts grow

They tear me down, eat at me slow

They echo inside, the vibrations, o how they stride

My spirit crumbles, the demolition of my soul

I live this life with not a single goal

A psychological nomad, a wandering soul

The thoughts claw at my walls i’ve built up so high

I cant express it, i cant even cry

My heart pounds, my thoughts race, as sweat beads down my face, i cannot ignore

The darkness grows, an eclipse of the mind- I cannot take it anymore