i need friends really really REALLY baddd but im so bad at making them and keeping them, like, ill see someone cool then send them a friend request but when they DM me i get super super nervous T_T it even happens with my closest friends ive known for like years!!!! its so scary talking to people and i do better in groupchats i think,,,
idk its horrifying just to talk to people alone (;´д`)ゞ
whenever i talk to someone i get so scared that i'll end up rambling and talking too much so i just always end up not talking at all then i think that they'll think i dont wanna talk to them but i do i do wanna talk to them i just cant show it??!?!?!? IDK!!! i dont notice when people wanna end a conversation like i always talk on and on and on and on but then after i feel really bad for rambling but then they say "its ok" but its not??!?!? not to me atleast!?!?!!! (ㄒoㄒ)
its just like an endless spiral, i wanna talk but not to the point i ramble and i wanna listen but not to the point im dry!?? HELP "
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NozomiKaizoku
Didn't think someone else would be dealing with the same issue lol
Like I really need to get some new friends after I just got done cutting off my old friend group, but trying to convince new people to be friends with me SUCKS ass.
Granted, I'm not worried about over-rambling as much as you are, but I still get the bad feeling that everyone hates me n shit, and also there's not a lot of people my age that live in the neighborhood I live in, so most of the time I'm at home talking to people on here.
Gets really lonely though..
If you want we can be friends though :D (but not if you're like 14 or younger though, because I'm not comfortable with talking to anyone under my age range)
mhm!! glad to know there's at least some other people dealing with the same thing,, !!
you seem really nice to be friends with!! but unfortunately i am around the 13-14 age range rnn,, but thanks for the offer and i hope u manage to find some new friends soon!!! \(^◡^)/
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