Show + fit 2dya

Went out 2 c the band again!!1!!!11 I rlly want to play again w/ them but idk how long it will be w/ the issue of recovery. It’s really taking it out of me tbh, I’ve been taking my prescription and all that but I don’t really feel any improvemnts yet & its taking a toll on a lot of aspects of my life. It’s difficult to rembr anything I have no idea who i used to b and i dont think i can live up 2 any1s expectations of me it all feelis like too much and sometimes i wonder if i evn want to be the same prsn or rembr anything or anyone I keep hvn random things trigger old memories but how am i evn supposed 2 know whts acc real or not ????. man its getting late shut this guy up loloololll ҂[>ڡ¬] gn evry nyan

(GUYSSSS isn't real its a project w my ocs this guys called Gloom hes going thru some shit rn but it's all good in the end I'm thinking of making this into a series l8tr and it's going 2 b animated in abt a month or so too i might post it here but yh decided 2 put a disclaimer incase have fun or smtn evry nyan)