omg i-i-i-i-s t-t-this a v-v-v-vent??!🤓☝️

IM ACTUALLY SO PISSED OFF RN. MY FRIENDS DONT TALK TO ME, THEY LITERALLY GET MAD CUS I GET JEALOUS OF PPL AND APPARENTLY "DONT CARE ABT OTHER PEOPLES FEELING". sooo theres this new girl, shes pretty, shy n doesnt talk to anyone besides her friend, and this guy liked her and with the first 2 days of them talking (face to face atleast) THEY START DATING. LIKE. IVE BEEN TRYNA GET W SOMEONE FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS AND MORE. AND THIS GIRL GETS TO DATE SOMEONE AFTER 2 DAYS? (fyi shes been like obsessed over him since she got to my school which is like 2nd 9weeks) LIKE ITS NOT FAIR. I COULD LIKE SOMEONE FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS AND THEY WOULDNT EVEN CONSIDER LIKING ME. THE ONLY SHIT I PULL IS FUCKING SHORT STUBBORN ASS BOYS. I HATE PEOPLE WITH PRETTY PRIVILEGE AND THATS EXACTLY WHAT SHE HAS. IS IT BECAUSE IM ASIAN?? YES I BELIEVE THAT CUS THESE PEOPLE ARE FUCKING RACIST, BUT IT DOENST MAKE SENSE CUS THERES THIS OTHER GIRL (im being brutally honest when i say this) AND SHES ASIAN, SHES FATTER THAN ME AND WAY MORE ANNOYING AND SHES DATED EVERY BOY IN MY GRADE. SO WHY NOT ME? IS IT CUS IM NOT POPULAR ENOUGH?CUS I GOT A BIG ASS FOREHEAD?CUS I HAVE ACNE SOMETIMES? ITS NOT FAIR ITS NOT FAIRRRR. AND WHEN MY FRIENDS GET MAD AT ME FOR IT,ITS LIKE,HELLO? I HAVE EVRY RIGHT TOO, AND NO I DONT CARE IF SHES HAPPY WITH HIM ITS ONLY BECAUSE SHES PRETTY THAT SHES DATING HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE. (ps. if ur that one friend, its not js u i have like 2 others who judge the shit outta me for my jealousy problems) 💔 I HATE THIS PLACE😔