I Grabbed The Leash Of The Blind Beast

!!spoilers if u havent read it probably!!

I just started reading this manhwa this morning and im already done reading all the available chapters i could find (chap 1-45) and i have one thing to say about this manhwa 

THIS SHIT MAKES ME MADDDDDD BROOOO I CANT BREATHB this morning i was scrolling on tiktok because i stayed sick at home and i came across those stupid ai voice over with some incredibely weird story there telling but this story was like actually intressting and somebody commented "oh yeah this is from that manhwa I grabbed the leash of a blind beast"so i NATURALY looked it up because i love manhwas manhuas mangas and comics and that typa stuff SO I LOOKED IT UP AND STARTED READING AND FIRST OF ALL IT WASNT EVEN THE SAME STORY the only thing the same about it was that the man in the story and the ml in the manhwa were both blind but like wtv CUZ THE MANHWA IS SO GOOD

even tho this story god me on the seatv of my edge or something like that IM MAD CUZ IM AT THAT PART WERE SHE IS ABOUT TO LEAVE WITH THE BOAT AND I GET THAT ITS FRO THE BEST BUT WHY DOES THE FL NEED TO ACT LIKE SHE FORGOT EVERYTHING SHES JUST HURTING THE ML AND SHE KEEPS LIKE LEAVING HIM AND COMING BACK AND PROMISING SHE WONT LEAVE EVER AGAIN JUST TO GO ON AND LEAVE AGAIN LIKE THAT MAN NEEDS TO STAND UPPPP I CANT DEAL WITH THIS THIS IS MAKING ME AGE LIKE 10X FASTER ITS STRESSING MY OUT UGH

and yk whats the WORST part THEY WERE LIKE THE CUTESSTTT IN THE BEGINNING IT WAS LIKE PERFECT i mean that he was blind wasnt great but i feel like that is also such a beautiful thing cuz he truly loved the fl even tho he had never ever seen her she told him she had red hair tan skin and unusual traits and theres nothing wrong with that obviously because when she was drawn that way she still looked pretty but that isnt the "standard" in most of these stories and he STILL loved her JUST BECAUSE OF WHO SHE WAS AND THAT MAKES ME WANNA CRYY

AND ALSO THAT FUCKING DUDE IN THE MASK IS MAKING ME RAGE ASWELL like shes trying to escape by LEAVING THE BELOVED ML BEHIND (💔💔) and leaving to a country that isnt mentioned in the book AND THEN HE GOES AND REWRITE THAT SHE DIES IN THE LIKE BE SOOO FR I CANT I CANT and i GET that thats like his job but CALM DOWN

its just STRESSING me out and i physically and mentally canNOT wait till next week when i can read chapter 46 

i just want them to live happily without stupid fate and stupid psychos and stupid royalty and stupidstupid everything UGH 🙁🙁