holy fuck

i recently quit school and im thriving. i started online school two months into irl school cause i didnt know anyone and im already weird so my mom let me start. i havent left the house in awhile but ive been having so much fun. i got a gorlfriend too and i also got a fish. a couple weeks ago i tried to commit suicide by overdose but it didnt work. i keep cutting thought. and starving. im getting held bak though for like no reason. ffucking sucks.