i love music

i’m just now realizing the extent of how completely overwhelming and consuming my love & obsession w music is; like music is all i think ab throughout the entire day, whenever someone talks to me i just relate everything they say to a song i know, almost everyone gets annoyed at me cus the only thing i ever talk about is music, and it’s often the only thing i look forward to (eg. listening to music by myself at night). it’s also the main way that i know how to form connections w other people and i sometimes forget that not everyone else constantly thinks about music. and i mean most people love music, so that’s normal but so many people have told me the way it consumes me and how i obsess over it is abnormal which is kinda funny to me, lmao, because they’re probably right but i also can’t help it, you know? like my friend sometimes just gives up having conversations with me because whenever we talk i'm incapable of mentioning anything other than songs and artists and it’s just because that’s my way of trying to connect and relate to him, but he gets annoyed at me for it lol.

p.s sorry for the rant, these are just some silly little thoughts i've been thinking today :)