crush?? :p (tw// mentions of swearing, drugs)

this is my first post on my blog (i'll probs start reposting shit from my tumblr soon)

anyways..

there's this kid in my gym period. he's not in my class or anything, he's actually the year above me. he's honestly so cool. i ain't gonna name drop for the very VERY small chance that he uses spacehey but like aghhh!! 

he listens to most of the same shit i do, which is very rare at my school. he has a lot of the same interests as me too. he collects vinyl records, smokes pot, etc, etc. he seems like a down to earth kid, but i've also known him since i was like 6. i only really started talking to him this year.

he's very into live music, like me, and often times we've been at the same concerts without even realizing it. he's probs just being friendly, but sometimes we'll spend the whole period talking about life and shit up until the bell rings. he'll text me if he's going to concerts, ask me what he should play on aux for the class, and constantly says hi to me even outside of gym and even school (i see him everywhere it's insane (and maybe a sign?)).

i'm scared i'm gonna get attached and then he's off to college. maybe it could just be a summer fling? i'm also scared that if we did end up talking/dating it'd end up the same way as my ex-boyfriend. we were literally carbon copies of each other and it was absolutely no good. if y'all wanna give me advice, you can go ahead. idk if i should just go for it. 

xoxo anner