Losing Reality

I must admit, I am much the different entity I am online than I am off the net. Just wanted to put that out there. What I'd like to ask though is... Is my real personality online, just soaked up and uploaded or is this all a safety mechanism and I'm just infatuated in the internet in short bursts IRL. I've really just grown up with it. It's never really been different... 

Stress steals my ability to stay awake. I'm almost sunken and it's hard to emerge. I find the internet a better world, which it isn't, but it goes to show how people shut you out and treat you like a vessel. Parasites live amongst us in human form, emotionally taking your faith in life, slowly and painfully.