they dumped me

I should have seen this coming / This is just another rant 

I feel so many emotions I'm fucking sad I'm so sad but I can't cry because I'm also so mad he told me were too different and that I party too much but he wants to settle down like bro you're 20.............. I got mad told him to just say the truth, that he doesn't like me and he just played this stupid nice guy act saying 'we deserve better people' like I know wtf your saying so just say it I wanted him to be mean so I could feel justified in hating him bc I do I hate him for breaking up with me, I really liked him he smelled bad and was annoying and always acted like a fucking victim but he was also so funny and kind and a great kisser........ Ug I'm only 21 but my love life feels over this is so unfair oh woe is me ugggggggggggggggg anyway partner applications r being accepted (joking don't slide into my dms)