Day 1

Hey, how are you doing? 

Yesterday was a weird day kinda. Usually I sleep after school and doing my work at night, so I’m not late for school and I can study in the silence. Last days I feel so tired and damaged. Idk. Sometimes I’m thinking about giving up and just end this shit. But I remember that my mom puts a lot of effort into me and our new life in the US. I feel so embarrassed about it, because she’s strong and keeps doing a lot of things alone. I respect her, and only because of this I keep trying to not give up. But it’s hard. I don’t have anyone to talk about it, so I’m posting it there. I want to be like my mom, but I don’t think that I can. I’m not good enough. I’m trying to be that good, but it feels like all my attempts end with nothing. 

Sorry for my English, I tried to not use translator. Thank you for your attention, feel free to leave any comments