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i dont care if my art doesnt blow up and i dont care if anyone even sees it
the reason i am frustrated is because right now i dont have the means to put what is in my head into my art and it feels the only way i can do that is for my art to blow up, but for it to blow up i dont have the means
so what the fuck am i supposed to do
i’ll keep going its all i can do any how
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JustAlex
You gotta get lucky for your art to blow up that's what I heard. Either that or find a community with similar art vibes or styles
true i think if i carry on i will hopefully at some point, at least for now i think i have enough confidence in what i’m doing, thank u for the advice!! definitely need to make more connections and stop thinking i can do everything myself :P
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Lila
what can you do, when you can't do nothing, but there's nothing you can do?
You do what you can.
You'll get to that point, okay?
why do you need an audience for your art? Is making art not a pleasure in itself? Do you actually enjoy doing art, or do you just want words of affirmations from others?
its not affirmation but i need to be able to the art how i see it in my head otherwise it makes me feel like im not doing enough, but i need a better laptop, a camera, a studio even, a projector, all these little things that are impossible to get but hopefully if i keep pushing and making connections i can push it that way, all i dream is to realise into reality what is in my head, whether people see it or not ^_^
but either way i never stop making art even when i’m low motivated or depressed, so thats good
the artist struggle i guess...
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its not affirmation but i need to be able to the art how i see it in my head otherwise it makes me feel like im not doing enough, but i need a better laptop, a camera, a studio even, a projector, all these little things that are impossible to get but hopefully if i keep pushing and making connections i can push it that way, all i dream is to realise into reality what is in my head, whether people see it or not ^_^
but either way i never stop making art even when i’m low motivated or depressed, so thats good
the artist struggle i guess...
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