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GOOD MORNING SEXY SEXY PEOPLE!!

Ive learned my future hubby thinks IM CUTE. guys hes so cute thats too large of a compliment. hes got light eyes and a tattoo on his arm like yalllllllll. im reminded everyday graduation is sooner than later and its made me realize, i actually love school. i love seeing everyone everyday, and im sure in this economy everyone is staying in town but still... and its funny i feel that way ive always been a serial skipper. like last year i had 95+ missing days, but im actually a genius and made it without failing anyways. this year im much better, but as im typin this im under my lovely heated blanket in the comfort of my home listening to hustler musik waiting on my fuck ass plug to bring my cart. ive been waiting for him to deliver for literally 5 days now. but hes lowkey rude and overcharges buttt id rather have something then nothing at all. 

on a serious note i think i dont go to school due to a fear of guns, just the other day someone in my town was shot, and its a small town so i ts not usually too common but he was 18 like me, and i was out and about that night when it happened, if i wouldve went to that side of town who knows how the night wouldve changed. i think of the butterfly effect a lot. its one of the reasons i dont go and do my teenage degen acts that much, i value my life. and my dream job since i was 8 is to be a forensic psychologist. i dont believe people are born murderers and evil. we were all once babies with love and dreams. you can always tell where a persons life takes that turn for the worst and why. im not saying i think people who kill are justified but i feel like if they are given someone who actually cares, to understand them truly, it would help rehabilitate people and solve crimes significantly faster. 

i wish we as a society were more community oriented, bring back fundraisers, and actual things to do that arent reliant on alcohol or gambling or drugs. GET LAPTOPS OUT OF SCHOOL BRING BACK COMPUTER LABS 2025. PLEASEEEEE. i asked a teacher if i could write my essay and she looked at me like i bombed her house. like girl. i just want to paper pencil it?? AND SHES RACIST. DID YOU KNOW (u def didnt) SHE PUT THE COLORED KIDS IN THE BACK OF THE CLASS LAST YEAR AND CALLED IT THE HOOD?????? AND SHES STILL THERE???????????? shes lowkey schizo i think and needs help, she goes on these tangents to me and i am the only one who listens because she obviously needs someone to. and she went on about the lizard people in our government? baby this is english... I DID A DEBATE AND SAID "america is always evolving" AND SHE TOLD ME I USED THE WORD WRONG??? AND HAD TO GOOGLE IT?? GIRL DID YOU KNOW YOU TEACH ENGLISH AND THATS A BASIC WORD? SPARE MEEEEEE. the south has some wild teachers. i have this one guy teacher and when i come back he just stares at me  and smiles and says he missed me. but my hands lowkey hurt so ill finish that story laterrrr. 

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song currently obsessed with: WE steady mobbin - lil wayne and gucci mane (the "we" is important theres another steady mobbin by the same folks)