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My Recent Life

Lately I've been finding myself staring at my screen for 12 hours a day, and not going outside. Even though there is a pandemic going on, going outside is important, I've just never found a reason to recently. I think the lockdown is now seriously taking a toll on my physical and mental health. There are some days where I eat a shit ton, and some where I barely eat anything. I find myself looking at this same screen I'm looking at right now and thinking "I am wasting my life." I think there are many other people who share this same sentiment. My whole life is now this computer, and I fear that I would go insane without it. When I get tired while on this computer I think "Just one more video", or "Just 5 more minutes of scrolling." Those 5 minutes turn to an hour and suddenly I look at the clock and see it's 2 am. Online class is a joke, but it's a joke that can cost you a future. My daily routine is now:

8:00 am- Wake up
8:30 am- log into online class
2:00 pm- finish online class
2:00-5:00 pm-  go on youtube/twitter/reddit (and eat)
5:00 pm- start homework
9:00 pm- finish homework
9:00 pm-2:00 am- go on youtube/twitter/reddit (and eat)
2:30 am- go to bed

This has been looping for almost a year now. I barely remember anything that has happened in the past year of my life. All spent staring at this big bright light with a bunch of colors and things that make me chuckle every once in a while.


Sorry for rambling, I just had these bottled up in me for a while. I'm gonna go to bed now.


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