Moving

 So basically my friend who is also an ex bf of mine (I stay friends with ex’s if the relationship doesn’t end bad) and when he goes to college he wants me to move with him and to be his bf. (I’m trans) And I want to go because then I can see my best friend on the way and I can experience being a teenage adult. But I’m worried about having that conversation with my mom. I have major anxiety about being away from my mom because she’s been the only constant in my life and literally the best parent in the entire world but I also think it would be good for me. 

   If anyone reads this I’d love some advice :>