Lonely

I wish I had irl friends, or online friends who shared the same edge as I do. Most people my age are brainwashed idiots who talk and act exactly the same as the goons around them. Then when it comes to others, they tend to act overly edgy for the sake of edge and nothing more.

A couple of my coworkers got together to start a DnD campaign, of course all of them being male. It sucks being a girl, most women are handmaidens who are obsessed with men and feminine things I don't understand. Hate being "one of the guys" because men always think if you talk to them, you must be interested in them when I am not into men, yet can't openly admit I am homosexual without people acting like its a big deal and treating it like its now my identtty.

Even with so-called femcels, they are all straight. It's all about men. My goodness, I am sick of it.

It's such a lovely day outside yet I am inside writing an emo aaaa blog entry instead of hanging outdoors on my day off from work because of my agoraphobia, which is now a trend I guess. Now people who have friends all around them are pretending to struggle with extreme agoraphobia and alike, when will people not cosplay my struggles? They at least get to take the costume off when its convenient, I cannot. 

Sick of posers taking over everything that could've brought me closer to others, I feel robbed.