If I

"If I am not dead

it means one day we are all going to die 

desintegrate 

dissolve until we get  somewhere far away

if I am not dead but also not alive

where i am

what am I

perhaps somewhere forgotten

or a place only we know

because you know what it feels like to not feel

i am not dead

but also not alive

then maybe I might be 

stuck in paradise

in the limbo

or lost inside my own mind"

2022 - mirabilis