I literally want to die. Run me over!!

Okay. So there's this girl in my class named Londyn right. And I already hated her but acted nice because being kind is free and costs literally nothing. But she was really pissing me off and none of my friends are here, so I'm FORCED to follow her around. I don't want people to think I'm some friendless weirdo.

But anyways. We were talking and I knew she was only being nice because her friend wasn't here either. And she was using me as some "stand in" for her fake @ss two faced whor3 of a best friend.

But I noticed, while we were talking, she was throwing a lot of passive aggressive insults at me. And at first it was fine because she was spending $15 on bracelets I'm making for her. But then she said something that LITERALLY made me want to SCREAM.

She asked if I was alternative. I said yes and thought she was gonna compliment me or call me emo (everyone does). But she said I WAS BAD AT IT?!

Like. Have you not heard of baddies on a budget?!?!?!

I just got into alternative fashion THIS YEAR

I don't even know exactly what my style is and I feel incredibly insecure about it.

And I get judged DAILY by random people and my own FAMILY

And without having any background information about my life and my mental health, you just outright INSULT me about one of the most important thing in my life! EW.

And not only that, but she buys from company's that do child labor??? Like yeah, I do too. But I got my iPhone from my grandpa when I was 10 and knew nothing about it. She knew EVERYTHING about it and STILL supports them. And she "claims' to be alternative but she comes to school dressed like all these other mindless zombies.

I love fashion and Subculture so much and I do research on them. I thrift, I craft, I work REALLY REALLY HARD to make myself like this and she INSULTED ME because I was 'bad at it". Like I'm so sick of her. I HATE HER.

Like I hope she gets ice cold expired cherry juice thrown on her all white outfit and she runs out of laundry detergent.

Iv'e been so insecure about my fashion choices lately and I just now started to feel better and she just HAD to ruin it like she ruins everything else!

Like how the hell are you bad at being alternative anyways?! It's literally just being different. HOW AM I BAD AT BEING DIFFERENT?! She doesn't even try to dress different and she's judging ME???

I literally want to die.

RUN ME OVER

UHG.

#ReasonableCrashout

Kisses and hugs

Love u all!!