Not sure how to start this, Haven't even decided on a title yet, Not that it matters Ig. Only writing this cuz a friend wants me to document this, I was originally just gonna use the Diary option on this thing but Why not let this be available for anyone on the internet to see?
I currently live in washington, but I'm moving to new Jersey on may first, which as of writing is like seven and a half weeks away, and I've learned the hard way those go quick. Starting on the first of may, I'm gonna be an entire country away from my best friend, my sister, my mom. Not against my will, I WANT to go. I got my entire extended family there who USED to be my best friends, even if I haven't seen them in a long ass time. I'm gonna be there with my dad too until I get my own place.
On that note I guess, He wants me to keep working my dead end warehouse job until like april 24th. Which would leave me a week to spend time with my best friend(Jailer from here on), my sister(Spooks from now on.) and my mom.
Which wouldn't be that bad if it weren't for the fact all of them have jobs and shit to keep them busy, Jailer especially is busy, what with going to college, EMT training and actually TRYING to succeed in life which I gave up on before I even hit my Nadsats(teens)
I talked to my dad about quitting to have some extra time and he was Staunchly against it. So here's my neferious plan.
I'm going to quit and just not tell him, Easy on paper but I'm gonna go fully pathological with this. Gonna leave my house on my usual schedule, come back on my usual times, all the while doing whatever needs to be done. I don't have to worry about Spooks telling him, she can keep a secret. My mom MIGHT try to take the high road but I can talk her down.
Jailer as well won't say shit, she's way in the on the idea.
BUUUUUUUUUT
there's things to consider. Namely I won't have any more income. which is bad, Because gas and shit is expensive. If I really tighten my belt I won't have to worry too bad about the money but it's still important. Especially since I'll need some extra savings to live off of when I actually GET to jersey.
Second is what in the high hell I'm gonna do with myself for eight hours of the day, I've been unloading trucks so long I don't really know what to do. Usually when I'm off work I'm just at home or with Jailer, but she isn't usually available till like six.
She offered to let me stay with her, give me a key to her apartment and all that Chapooka(shit) but She has a girlfriend (Henceforth 'Gwen') and me and her aren't on UNFRIENDLY terms but we're still like mostly strangers to each other. and it ain't unreasonable for her to not want me in her place. Maybe if I helped out with their chores or whatever, could pick Jailer up from work and stuff too. She don't got a car so -Dum dum duh daaaaah!
Lastly I gotta make sure dad doesn't find out. He's not a BAD guy just very, stuck in his ways? boomerish? can't fathom anything meaning more to a man than a job. Even if he was like ten times worse when he was my age. Besides that, I can't think CURRENTLY of how he'd find ,ut but SOMEHOW he does, I have no clue how! but it always seems like he has eyes in the back of his head.
Just a lot to consider. Knowing me I might not even go through with this.
Anyway, I just needed to dump all this somewhere. Read it if you wanna or don't. I'll probably update this as I go along, Maybe I won't. We'll see.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading.
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