my personal problem with some social media

I sometimes think about this (mostly when I can’t sleep lol), but I’ve always wondered why it’s so hard for me to express myself on some social media. Like I don’t usually post about the things I enjoy, and sometimes I don’t post at all (I’ll stay inactive for months). Yep, it’s mostly because I’m too anxious and kinda paranoid about people judging me or some shit like that. It’s easier here because I don’t personally know anyone, so I don’t have to worry about that.

I rarely open insta, mostly just to talk to people, but I have whatsapp for that. I hate twitter (I only check it to see if sims 4 got a new update or smth lol). I do enjoy social media like tiktok, youtube and tumblr tho. 

That being said, I don’t see this as a bad thing. I don’t like the idea of spending too much time on pointless stuff or feeling too exposed, so it’s a win for me anyway. Also, I guess uni plays a big role in this too, since I spend more time crying over my homework than on my p(I miss being a teenager ugh). 

I know this is random entry but anyway. Have a good day/night!^^