Yearning pt 2

It's getting to me again I'm gonna peel my skin of bro..

I just want a serious and loving relationship. Someone to be silly and cringe with and we make characters for each other and draw them kissing and stuff. Take turns yapping about our interests or gossiping on call about whatever drama. Personal or just stuff on YouTube. I miss that kinda stuff.. But I also want someone to be honest with me, someone who's willing to work it out and smooth things over..

I'm getting better.. In in therapy and I'm hoping it'll help me enough to actually maintain a relationship.. 

Ugh I just feel like I'm not built for love at this point