Just a silly little poem thing idk (don’t judge me)

WARNING: Dramatic 

(the only reason I’m making this public is the hope that this may resonate with someone)

I’m just a chip in the glass of ur fine china 

A small scuff in the wood floors of your castle 

Your all moved on and I’m still harping on long autumn nights dreaming about us

And that’s fine I’m sure one day I’ll find someone

But for now I’ll be bitter for a while longer

Life is like a rom com except I’m the other woman 

Watching the wind blow in her hair as you hug like your headed off for war 

I tried to hug you one

You didn’t hug me back

It was awkward 

I wasn’t ready so you left

Fair enough 

I asked a guy to prom

I really like him

But not in the way I liked you

He said no he’s busy that night practicing for a play

But the scary part is even if he did say yes I’m not quite sure that my thoughts wouldn’t drift

To you

I always thought it’s would be us

On the dance floor 

Suit and dress

So I’ll cry a few more times till my chest hurts

But I’ll never confess to you

Your happy 

And I’m trying to be happy for you too

Because I love you

-R.B