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i can’t believe it’s been a year i’m so unbelievably proud of myself i can’t help but cry over everything i love. people are so amazing and without the people i love i don’t think id even be here in the first place. i’m growing up so fast i feel like my life is flashing before my eyes and i want to experience everything i can whilst still being a teenager. i’m so eager to grow up but i know when i do im going wish i was young again. i’ve gotten so much better from when i first when to the hospital in 2022, looking back i wasn’t who i am today. i wish i could hold her and tell her things were gonna be okay when no one else would. i cant change my past or what’s happened to me i can only learn from it and become a better person, i need engraved in my brain that nothing i couldn’t control was my fault. i don’t even know what else to say or how to express my gratitude im just so glad i have my memories and that i will forever have them no matter what happens between me and life. i still have so much ahead of me and im not going to take it for granted anymore, im not going to hold myself back from doing what i love. thank you everyone ive loved.