Hiii, I know no one knows me here on SpaceHey but I just wanted to write my first blog page, and I wanted to talk about something that stresses me out like crazy: people. Every morning when I go to school, I think about how disgusted I am by my classmates for the way they treat me just because they think I'm different and probably inferior to them. It's probably because they don't understand me, because I don't listen to the music they listen to, I don't dress like them and I don't think like them. They treat me like I'm completely out of place, like I'm wrong or weird. But honestly I like it when people call me 'weird', because it means I'm not boring. I think my classmates are the boring ones. I mean, they're almost all the same, they say and do the same things. At least I'm myself and I'm not afraid of being myself. I think they're too insecure to do and say what they want, and they insult others to conform to the crowd. They're a bunch of sheep, I swear. I hope you can understand me. Sometimes people sucks to me for no apparent reason. I wake up in the morning, and everyone who passes by me or simply says hello sucks to me. Even the thought that I will have to be in class surrounded by 20 different people and that I will be forced to talk to them if they ask me something sucks to me. But this is my problem. I hope that at least someone reads this and understands at least half of me :)

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crow
I literally hated school and the people in it. I did not want to talk to almost anyone. Everyone seemed popular, into sports, or just- not nice. I would walk to classes staring at the floor and ignoring almost everyone except a few of my friends. Which are now almost all gone except one. People also looked at me weird because of the way I dressed or my awful hair, idc now but that sucked. :)
i'm sorry this also happened to ya, ik It sucks like a lot :1
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Elyon
hii<33 i understand what it feels like!! but dont worry it will be better after high school! u are a little divergent lol and, ironic thing is... its a very popular feeling! others finds you weird, and you find them pathetic bc of their herd mentality, but dont forget not all ppl are sheep, its just easier to use social mirroring to have friends, following the trends gives you a greater chance to not stay alone
Hii :D I'm glad to know this is a common feeling! And I'm also glad you understand what I'm trying to say lol. Tysm for the comment and the explanation :3
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