and i only have eyes for you

i js finished anora...

i get it now.

i am both anora and ivan.
before i used to think like ivan, chilidish, immature, selfish. i took other ppl as entertainment, discarding them after i had my 'fun' then go to the next.

relating to anora is my punishment. my enlightenment. i found myself going back to those ppl bcs i remembered they were the only ones who held me with such affection and i disregarded that relationships. 

i want an igor in my life.