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Sometimes I just wanna give up. My problems don't mean anything, nor do my accomplishments. At the end of it all everyone will die and nobody will be remembered for anything. My life has no actual meaning and my death won't affect the world. I'm not gonna leave any form of an impact so I don't know why I'm even trying. The worst part is that I feel guilty for everything, even the most insignificant parts of my life I feel guilty for.
My family would honestly be better off without me and at this rate I'll end up like my dad, living in some random van in a parking lot. But maybe I'm just over thinking this, maybe it does matter... But I'm genuinely so scared of everything. Even leaving my home is absolutely terrifying.
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WhimsyAllure
Of course there's no "meaning", meaning would mean that your performing for a interpretation. Life has no meaning, none at all. Anyway, who would be the one determining these "meanings", anyway? Life is for you to do things and experience. Don't be guilty for this experience you've been granted. Life has no meaning, nothing at all. Just live and do stuff and be. You just exist like everything else in the universe, your purpose is to exist as another component in a vast universe.
kokorii
thinking like this can never become good. life is hard ofc but it gets so much better when you embrace that you are here to experience it. happiness wouldn’t exist if we didn’t have hardships, try your best to see things though and make fulfilling experiences for yourself! <3 :3