All About Lily Chou-Chou : My thoughts

I am on a life journey of consuming many types of media and writing out what they make me feel. I am trying to find myself, i am trying to become something that i know, rather than absorb everything. I want to make my own opinions and think my own thoughts, and so after every movie i shall write something. Much of this you will not understand without watching the movie, and even once you watch the movie you may not understand my words, but i do, and that is all that matters.

 ABLCC: 2001

The Ether. What is the Ether? The beacon of being, the spiritless soul of omnipresence permeating all of humanity. What is the Ether? The essence of holiness, holiness the raw emotion animals feel. Holiness? The helplessness in the face of a higher being, being not entity but threat. Holiness being vulnerability, submission to a threat. What is the Ether? The grinning tide washing up to an Okinawan beach reincarnating as a teenage girl’s smile. What is the Ether? The ephemeral interactions, nature’s playground and gamble of life and death. Exploring nature entails you are separate from nature. Does being separate from nature mean you are unnatural? Nature does not mean natural. Humans are animals from nature but we no longer remain natural, humans are tainted. “The Ether has been soiled”. Exploring nature’s playgrounds as a mutant product of nature itself, could this ever be natural? No. no no, how is it possible to “explore” nature? Nature is “being”! nature. you must BECOME nature! You cannot explore it without infiltrating it, you must BECOME nature itself, in order to feel the rawness, the carnal beauty of nature! But what is the Ether? The profound yet ineffable will to live on, even when there is no particular reason? Having no reason to stay is a good reason to go, but having no reason to go is also a good reason to stay. Simply because you have no “will” no “dream” no “ambition” to live does not mean you should die. Although it is better to have a purpose, if you live for no reason, i think that is a good reason to live. Live on, let the Ether be and so you can become. The Ether. [10:41am]