I'm so cooked

Holy shlart I don't think I've ever crushed on anyone as hard as I am right now. I've been thinking of this girl, Ruth, constantly for 2 weeks now. Holy crap you guys don't even know. The other day I texted her and asked her what band is her favorite (she said t.rex, a glam rock band from the late 60's and early 70's) and I'm currently listening to them absolutely entranced with the sound. I hadn't heard of them before her, so it's so cool listening to them. Anyway, last night about 2 am I wrote a letter, a letter telling her how a feel. It's the first time I've actually wanted to confess, I've always waited for someone to confess to me, but you miss 100% of the shots you don't shoot right? I'm gonna give it to her on Friday, that way I don't have to face her the next day lolz.