Another random entry because I wanna document for some odd reason :)

Hey guys! Guys, as if anyone really read these silly blogs, but what the hell I can look back at them myself. I did say I would talk about my hangouts I went on with my new friends so here goes it! The first hangout I went to was at the local mall I went to a few times alone and thats where I met Jackson (Reagans boyfriend), Paul, Halle, and Maddie. I obviously will not mention any of their last names for privacy reasons. 

The first hangout was pretty fun! I kinda felt like I was thrown in the deep end and was kinda wallflowerish but I brought my digital camera and just continued to be myself and it went well! I guess the only thing that went "wrong" was the fact that I felt like they would all kinda huddle with eachother and walk next to eachother and I felt as if I was kinda in the back, alone. Over the next few hangouts this would still be a constant but its been dying down more and more as they get used to me. Overall it was fun, we went shopping then we went downtown and hit the shops their. Cool people 10/10.

Next hangout would be halle's birthday trip! She turned 16 (happy birthday If you read this XD) and we went to a more huge mall an hour away. Oh and I dont remember if there was a hangout inbetween this but I also met Ryan who is SUPER chill and he would give me a ride to the mall. Anyhoo we all wandered the mall then came back to the city for dinner (I recommended this sick resturant) and we played in the arcade in the resturant and had some wizard bbq! 

Recently we went to this vintage market and I got an affliction shirt and this sick skull shirt for 35 bucks (SCORE) it was fun! We got pizza and then afterwards me Maddie and Maddies friend Kaylee (also SUPER COOL) went to barns and nobles. 

Me and Reagan have hung out just us as well a couple of times. She really is my best friend out of all of them. She matches my dumb energy and I really need a best friend like that right now. Who would have guessed being alone for a WHOLE YEAR as a teenager would cause such mental destress. I finnaly feel like I can be 17 and dumb for once. I just wish I could have had this sooner.

I saw this post tonight with these two kids from like 14 years ago and they just looked like they were having so much fun. Just two best friends being dumb that are into the same stuff I am into. Really reminded me of me and Reagan. I sent her the post saying we NEED to make a secreat handshake XD. I also asked if she wanted to hangout tomorrow and shop but she has work. It looks like its another day alone. 

Eversince I actually made some friends that arent from work or like a million miles away I have been dreading being alone again. I actually hate it so much. I mean Its not like I hate myself or anything like that but I just like to laugh with someone you know? Someone who isnt digital or family. 

I actually have been feeling like I need to get rid of things like tik tok and try to live more by limiting myself on difftent internet format. Maybe acting as if tech hasent surpassed 2011 will bring the perfect balance of tech AND the real world.

Anyways thought I would just talk for a bit. I feel wierd but idk maybe writing this stuff will do something. Anyways peace and love guys! until next blog

-Kaden