OLDER SISTERS UNITE

Okay but can we talk about how every older sister relates to each other in at least one way. Like yes, I love my mom, she loves me, but she's not a good person, I think I get along better with my dad, but I never want to be next to a man, I'm good with kids, but I hate them, I feel that I'm too bad for my family, but they're not good enough for me either. I want to talk about my interests, but they'd laugh at me and bring it up in unnecessary situations. I want to talk with everyone but I want to keep my mouth shut and be the mysterious girl of my family. I love my little sister and I'm proud of her but she's a asshole I hate her. Please help me. Please show me love. Please leave me alone.