change.

i'm not sure if this is a universal thing lately everything feels different, like my body is getting ready to go through a big shift. a change of state. or something similar.

I like describing humans as moons, we all go through different phases, they are all different to each other but also somewhat alike - right now i feel like a new phase is revealing itself and i cant do anything but sit here and feel it rip me apart to reveal my new self. it confusing me. im not sure how to prepare for it, is there a way to prepare for it? 

Anyways, ill continue with my same habits in hopes that it will contain my current self, well i say that but i also don't know if i really want to be my same current self. it seems kind of exciting being new again doesn't it? but i'm sure if i will like it so ill try and stop the change before its too late.

Thank you for reading, take care! byebye

(p.s im aware some of this may sound a lil corny but idk it just felt right to make an entry ab it.)