the internet is sooo boring now

i just recently got back into spacehey cus i remember how totally awesum this place is but mainly because i found myself bored as hell doing anything else ;(

most of my day is spent watching netflix or waiting for somebody to message me and like binging the same show and scrolling on whatever social media site i end up on is just not fun after a whole day has passed

its not like it was very fun originally i suppose but i could find enjoyment in most things without feeling like im just desperate to feel some type of entertainment which might be a bit of an exagerration the point is still there though

like the loser i am i spent way too much time on cai during my school holidays instead of doing productive stuff because that was the only thing that had me doing something interesting for a day and thats boring as hell too as to why ive gone over to ao3 again because reading fics written by dedicated people is much more interesting than 30 messages about the same thing written by ai. i just wish that there was less smut in the fandoms im in, anytime i want to read a ship half of the new content is explicit and i just do not like smut its discouraging but sorting by kudos or hits and searching for new ships or fandoms has been pretty good so far

random rant i just remembered i can blog whateva on here and spill whatever eyem thinking sooo here i am. idk if ill even post this. ive been trying out some things i used to do online like spacehey, ao3, animal jam, my singing monsters if were counting that and theyre all pretty fun, even if it can feel a bit bland when there arent as many people lurking around to talk to like there is on other sites but i think id rather reading pages of blog posts from peoples authentic thoughts than the slop on reels or youtube shorts that only reduces my attention span

i might try writing more again, i do have a fic thats a wip and eyem tryna work on a chapter because i do really wanna continue it but ive got like so many ideas for things i can write its kind of overhwelming with school and all the million other things ive told myself i need to do which actually i think i should invest in lists (i h8 lists but if i can just get through ONE thing ill be chilling)

ive got no idea what category to put this in so life it is cus this is just me ranting about stuff in my life rn that make me borrreddd and iirriitaatteddd

end of rant ii guesssss i really like music videos and music and people making stuff and sharing it everyone who has created art, written something, made a song and posted it i luv u!!!!

song: parker lewis cant lose (but im gonna give it my best shot) - falloutboy