should i drop songs?

Hii ok so i‘ve been randomly doing some music for i think about 7 months now and lately i‘ve been thinking of releasing some tbh 

i would describe my style as experimental, underground ,ect. 

but the problem is

i dont have a studio/producer and the worst i dont even have a mic i literally broke my headphone mic (dw i‘ll buy new ones)

so i‘m scared it will sound bad since i have to make it on my phone i dont have any other software 

and the other problem besides the quality is

i have to stay undercover yk imagine someone somehow finds out omg and i‘m also scared that nobody is gonna listen to my songs and i‘m just gonna humiliate myself as if being scared of the quality wasnt enough 

tbh i think i sound really good my rapping is good my vocals are good the only biggest problem is that i‘m scared of the quality and i cant even go on a studio and hire a producer bc as i said i‘m undercover nobody can know

i tbh really have the underground rapper look w the right fits n stuff i‘m allways imagining like filming mvs being in the studio and like having those small concerts omgg

but dreams stay dreams i guess