I wanna be a house husband

I-I know how bad that sounds, especially since I'm half way through college... But lemme voice my opinion a moment:

I really can't stand how different people treat workers nowadays, and since I've only experienced the work life of someone in fastfood and restaurant service it's very fair to say I'm just inexperienced. I am also a workaholic so most of the blame could fall on me as any second to me feels like a wasted second and that's just a result of things I grew up experiencing. 

In all honesty, I finally started learning about the field I choose to make a career out of and it... It feels awful knowing my field of choice is being pushed for jobs I don't want and the jobs I do want aren't encouraged by my college of choice. In all honesty I just need the slip of paper so people will hire me but, what's that matter to someone who wants to be their own boss? I'm too far to quit now and I can't find a job for sh!t so what do you do when you don't wanna think about your stress? Chores.

Whenever I'm confronted with stress I start doing chores, and I like doing chores, I like cooking dinner, I enjoy cleaning my home,I enjoy caring for my grandmother, I love seeing my friends smile. Maybe I just want an easy way out but, I do wanna learn how to code, I do wanna make my software ideas be realized, I want my chosen name to be known and I want to pay off the college scam I willing chose to fall for before someone supports me.

Or maybe I just want to start all over again- I really don't know.

I do know that I want a long term relationship now, I don't want something short, I want to be committed and stay committed.