Entry 2 - How it's going

I've been feeling really good these days, but I can already feel myself coming down from it.

It's almost irritating, the way this apathy seems to wash over me so suddenly after a week of fun. Just as I was starting to get used to it, too. 

I'm finding it hard to concentrate right now, but I want to keep writing, even if I don't exactly feel up to the task.

I don't really feel like myself right now. But at least it's the weekend... I wanted to spend it with people, but I'm not so sure about that anymore. I want to push through, and try to keep this good mood up. Though I should know by now that when it's over, it's over. 

I saw someone on here with a The Catcher in the Rye profile picture, who's using the same layout as me. It almost felt personal, to be honest. I guess I sort of want them to notice me? But maybe not right now, when I'm being stupid.

I can't keep this up. I don't have it in me to make sense of what I'm thinking right now, if anything. So stupid. I guess I just wanted to document something... This past week, or something. I wanted to talk about how nice it was, but to be honest, I'm finding it difficult to recall anything nice right now. I think that'll be the case for the next couple of days... I'm already tired. I'll try to do something.  So stupid.