hey guys so um..

wow this is weird

not writing, i've already written here, i meant what im going thru

all my life, or well at least what i can remember, i've always been attracted to do sexual acts and have romantic interactions, i dream of having a boyfriend so that we can cuddle and kiss and do all that stuff that partners do, but i also want to discover myself before that and go out with different girls and boys to see what im into

but there have been some circumstances latetly, where i had certain flirting encounters with different people and i get very uncomfortable, and its being very conflictive with me

because i dont have any trouble myself acting sexy or flirty, in fact is something i really like to do, but, when other people make sexual or romantic suggentions towards me i get very uncomfortable i dont understand because well im supposed to like it, so why dont i like it when other people do it? 

it very weird

im trying to figure out if this could be some kind of sexuality or behavior i can identify with, i know its not something that one needs to do but it helps me feel seen and not alone

well, yeah thats pretty much it okay bye :3