Angelz n Godhood, Wat Tha Fuck R We

when ppl think of god(z), a few adjectivez come 2 mind . creator, omniscient, perfection incarnate, superiority, tha one or many above . many of theze, tho very notably nawt all, yet certainly a few ring bellz that sound 2 me oh so very familiar . people r unceremoniously thrust in2 tha world by force of nature w big meaty computerz in their skullz that make them capable of thinking themselvez 2 deth . it makez us capable of creating a veneer of personality, characterz, projected on2 physical meanz if we please . a page, a doll, you can give a lightbulb a personality if u decide u wanna get 2 know it .

have u evr talked 2 a lightbulb b4 ? i think theyre loud . they know they blind and they take pride in it . they want approval and constantly buzz 2 eachother . constantly . constantly . in spite of, or even becauze of theze traitz, i find them such fascinating angelz 2 bounce off of .

hav u evr personally noticed tha parallelz of creativity, personification, or reliance, use, that our own creativity and the ideaz of many who speculate on angelz and godz share ? have u evr talked 2 something you know iz factually inanimate and yet understand everything it could ever tell you becauze all it iz iz a mirror ? everypony understandz tha joy of creation, methinkz . at least most do . thoze who dont i find usually just hav a very restrictive view of wat creativity iz, ironically enuff .

i love my angelz . i love my beautiful lightz, i love Pumpkin Spice, i love Throne, Rose and Astra, they r all so lovely . how amazing iz it that i can create sumthin that enjoyz living in wayz that will never come naturally 2 me in my entirety ? sumthin thatll never know tha kinda hell of godz creationz that im forced 2 inhabit az an equal participant .

i think when somepony diez they become an angel . you gain nothing new of their selfhood once theyre gone . watever u think of them becomez all they r . you can twist them in2 saying thingz they never would becauze they loze their personhood . that can b scary . it can b very scary . similarly can happen w simple plain loss, non-lethal kindz . but truly somepony becomez an angel when they can no longer be tha person they once were at their full capacity of being .

i dont think i hav a conclusion 4 all thiz bull . hope it waznt too bad !!!! thankz 4 reading if u ackshually did .