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This boy genuinely makes me so happy guys. I don't think Ive ever felt so loved and so safe around anyone in my entire life, i can just spill my guts out to this man and he understands evrything. He makes me feel like i can just be me without feeling judged. I have never been around someone before and not felt judged for something i did, its amazing. He is so perfect in every way. hes handsome, sweet, kind, loving, understanding his mind and sould are beautiful. I wish I could be around him all the time and just be held by him, I love him so so much. Im head over heels for this boy, I mean that. There are so many things I think about this boy that I wanna say but I just cannot put it into words, I just wanna show him love. Im bad at it but I wanna try my hardest to show him the love that he deserves. I miss him so much already and I just saw him earlier today, laying with him is like being in our own world. He holds me tight and close and i wish i could spend eternity like that, close next to him.