🖤❤️‍🩹0n3 St3p Cl0s3r 2 B3c0m1ng S0m30n3💀

2d4y... I d3cid3d 2 t4k3 my f1rst st3p t0w4rds cr34t1ng my 0wn cl0th1ng d3s1gn br4nd. 😶‍🌫️ I'm g0nn4 n4m3 1t s0m3th1ng r3s3mbl1ng 4 ruby, s1nc3 I'm g3tt1ng th3 d3s1gns fr0m my 0ld sk3tchb00k. 💀 B4ck th3n, I s1gn3d my dr4w1ngs w1th 4 ruby, s0 1t f3lt r1ght. 😵‍💫

Th3 r34s0n 4 th4t ruby? W3ll, my m1ddl3 n4m3 1s Rub3n. T4k3 4w4y th3 l4st tw0 l3tt3rs & u g3t "Rub." 🤯 Th3n I just d3c1d3d 2 4dd th3 "Y" 4nd b00m – "Ruby." 🩸

F1nd1ng 4 n4m3 w4s h4rd, ngl. 😞 But w1th my fri3nds, f4m & S4yu h3lp1ng, 1 f1n4lly f0und 0n3 th4t m4d3 my h34rt scr3am. 😭💔

S0m3 cl0th3s 4r3 g0nn4 h4v3 tru3ly h34rtbr34k1ng 0r sh0ck1ng d3s1gns. 2 y34rs 4g0 (m4yb3 m0r3? 🤔), I w4s d34l1ng w1th 4 d4rk p3r10d. 😶‍🌫️ Dr4w1ng w4s 0n3 0f th3 f3w w4ys I c0uld v3nt. My m1nd w4s 4 ch40s, 4nd 1 just l3t 1t 0ut. D34d 3y3s, scr34ms, dr0wn1ng s0uls, p30pl3 h4ng1ng, d4nc1ng 1n m1s3ry... 😵‍💫🖤

Th1s m34ns s0m3th1ng t0 m3. N0t b3c4us3 I dr34m3d 4b0ut 4 cl0th1ng br4nd 4s 4 k1d, but b3c4us3 1t sh0ws h0w f4r 1'v3 c0m3. 😔 T0 th1nk th4t th3 p41n 15-16 y34r 0ld Rub w3nt thr0ugh 1s n0w g0nn4 m4k3 p30pl3 kn0w my n4m3. 😈 1n my n31ghb0rh00d, my c1ty, my st4t3, my c0untry, my c0nt1n3nt... 0R TH3 W0RLD!!!! 🌎🔥

1 h0p3 th1s b3c0m3s s0m3th1ng b1g. But 1f 1t d0esn't? W3ll, 1 g0t pl4ns. L0ts 0f th3m. 😶‍🌫️

@ th3 3nd 0f th3 d4y... 1'm 4 n0b0dy d01ng 3v3ryth1ng 2 b3c0m3 s0m3b0dy. 🖤😞