What should i do?

Guys I literally like this guy and I want him so bad but like, my friends are like so fine so I don't STAND A FUCKING CHANCE

Like bro. There so perfect,  skinny blond and perfect skin 

And I'm like

Fat and emo?

Idk man 

It's ok cuz he isn't at school today that loser is sick L on him

I might tell my friend my FEAR of him liking any of them

OMG but then he was talking to some guy once and said "only purpose in living is goth girls" but idk if he means e girls or like.. GOTH yk?

And my style of clothes changes up all the time 

Emo, goth,...

Emo?

Idfk

So maybe I'm sexy enough for him?

(Update)

I think I should tell my friend, she's always hanging out with him cuz there friends and that fine, like she's aloudnto obviously but like

FUCK OFOFF

:( 

She's so pretty there no way he won't like her if he doesn't already