I dont want to get older (or do i)

Okay, its 12:32. 

T am becoming a senior in 3 months, and then its one year till i graduate. Immediately after that, talking days after graduate, im moving across the country. I live in california and im moving to vermont which if you dont know is the farthest you can be from california still staying in the country. Now this isnt intentional, its not like i have anything i want to get away from (kinda) 

Anyways, why? Well because i want to go to the university of vermont, also ijust love vermont. So pretty. Unfortunately tuition costs more for people with residency in other states SO, while i take two years of community college in vermont, ill be in the proccess of hopefuly gaining residency and getting that discount :) 

Im not gonna lie, im excited and scared at the same time. Living on my own sounds fun, i get to make all my decisions, its a fresh start, im closer to alot of my friends , the whole shebang right. But also, im living ON MY OWN. I have nobody in vermont, not a relative near me. Im the farthest can be from anybody i know and incase you havent noticed,i am NOT ready to be an adult. cant even set up a damn doctors app. Sitill. Im excited, so excited. 

Vermont is beautiful omg, so many small little quaint towns. I found plenty that are like populations of 7000 people, 8000 people. And those arent outliers either, monteplier, the city with 7000 residents, IS THE CAPITAL OF VERMONT. I love it 

It is 12:41