3/1/24 (random collection of thoughts)

k!nk (mine is getting too drunk and freaking out)

Dress as your kink and dance the night away. 

Rage cage champ (1 time beer die champion) gets too drunk to even bounce a ping pong ball (me) (yikes). Heavy pour in all cups. Photographer for the night (who are these people) but hey at least pictures of me got photobombed by hot dudes! Dance in circle, wine, wine, wine. Hey pregames done!

Stumble into below freezing temps in bikini/mini skirt combo (kink ig?). Hold on to anyone you know. Leave jacket on house's porch (forget that it has keys in it and is resting on porch for entire night) (no way back to room without it). Stare at campus security. 

Boobs, butts, and lingerie. Now to miscommunicate  and overshare! Oops I really did that, now time to cry on steps! Put on fake smile and go dance again! Wait... is that the dude from the other party... is he all over this other girl... now why is he trying to dance in my circle... now why is he saying the same stuff he said to me (next to me even!). Pop sunglasses on, introduce self to zonked out people. Dance, fight for glow bracelet, and share how you messed up. Leave party, nothing left to overshare anyway. Get told New York is where I should be (cry because you are in college in the middle of nowhere). Lots of ambulances.

Now at house, and wait.. he said what about ending the night in my room.. this is deja vu from creepy obsessive guy... you don't know me like that? "Close my ears"?? What, while you guys talk about me like that no way. Now time to go to after party. Maybe my keys are there...

haha (o dear)... walking in dude from other party walks out. I see his second look. Dance a few, realize getting sober and leave with other friend. FOUND KEYS! Help him take off corset and finally bed. Excited to feel the embarrassment of the night the next morning! Maybe next time will be a bit kinkier.