Current thoughts

Why do life is so expensive like in one month I will turn 18, how I would survive when all the basic necessities are so expensive and I would need to rent a apartment cause it will be imposible to buy one with this cost of life, aghhh I only want to be a child the rest of my life, love bed roting and expending money on cloth. I would miss that #hatetogrowup #consumismoforever                                                                                                           Also idk how I would become independent I don't even have a job, maybe I just overthink to much lol idc anymore, my plan C is to be a hippie the rest of my life.

And let's not even start with what career I'm going to choose because I don't have the slightest idea. #sendhelp